I am going to have to
chalk this week up to a bad week, There is really nothing left to do. I missed another workout today. My third this week. An internet that is going in and out (more
out then in) has kept me from blogging regularly and I had too much popcorn
today at The Amazing Spider Man.
Over the summer, I have
figured out my secret to seeing movies. The Hudson Cinema small popcorn. 150 calories, in a set amount, 1 small
box. I could eat it, and know exactly
how much I was eating. As they always
said in G.I. Joe “Knowing is half the battle”.
Today however I let my cheap side take over again, as I took my son and
daughter to see Spider Man, because it’s cheaper to get 1 large popcorn then 3
small popcorns. And in theory one large
equals 3 smalls. (Although that is
simply a guess to make me feel better about the amount of popcorn I ate.)
In the end my daughter
shared with her cousin instead of me, and my son wasn’t very hungry. Next thing I know my hand hits the bottom of
that large bucket, and I feel once again like a failure.
This has not been a
good week. Every night I keep telling
myself tomorrow is the day I get back on track, and the next day is little
different than the one before. My
workouts have dried up. Just three this
week, and the last two, I have had trouble bringing the intensity that I need
to bring. I thought maybe if I got back
into my gym and really started with a solid sweat again that would help, but
they are redoing the floors, and I am afraid I would pass out, far before Tony
told me to start run lounges.
In the end, I am not sure how to do it but I need to
find motivation once again. I think the
lack of weight loss and the fatigue have just been taking their toll on me and
am honestly having trouble getting past them.
I am not sure what the next step is.
I may just try to keep away from the scale next week and see if that
helps. Maybe the heavier weights I will
have next week will help me feel more like a man with this as well.
I guess we will see… Till Then…
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